A second lost in the darkness

I walk in the dark
I look only ahead
Nothing to see on my sides
Only a void awaits behind
I walk between the darkness
Strolling where spirits sleep and hide
I feel nothing
I am nothing
The pain is so much
Others bruise when I touch them
I hurt so much
Others bleed when I smile
When I love, she burns
When I desire, she enters darkness
I was loved so much it hurts
I walk in the dark
I was loved without a choice